Different now but same as before...

I look at some of your blogs and I think how different you guys are... the way you look, the way you express yourself, your thoughts and your ideals... well blogs are not exactly the best way to see someone but u see a glimpse of their lives through what they write on their blogs... For those I haven't been catching up with, your changes surprise me in many ways but I can still see the essence of the you that I know... the feeling like you can meet up tomorrow and realize it still feels like yesterday... pretty amazing...

Though I feel sad sometimes reading the blogs because people think that containing sadness is strength... I guess just like men don't like people to see them cry... but it's so much harder to contain sadness and paint a picture that everything is still ok and life is going to be better when sometimes it just doesn't seem that way.. It's something I haven't gone through but I do think that what can't kill you will definitely make you stronger... I have gone through some shit in life... not the same shit that others might be going through... but I'd like to think that I'm a stronger person now than before I left Singapore...

Laugh but cry as well... that's life...


Love,
Rachel~