Can't hurry love....

I guess that is true... but getting a little tired of waiting... And I don't even know what I'm waiting for..

I don't feel lonely.. I don't think I ever felt lonely because I've always been blessed with so many wonderful people around me... my friends and my family... I know I am never alone whether I'm in need of company or not... but u guys know me- doing things alone-like watching movies... I am not bothered by the fact that I'm by myself.. Sometimes I even like being by myself... gives me time and space to just observe people and places around me... peace and quiet that is hard to get in a crowd...

Although I must admit that I miss hanging out in a big group or having someone to talk to or do things with.. apart from my sister... but even she has been preoccupied...

I don't feel lonely or in need of anyone but then I also wonder how long before I meet someone with whom I have a special connection... I kind of envy a lot of you guys.. Relationship may cause sadness that you've never experienced before but then at it brings joy that is beyond what I know... and I yearn to feel the sadness and joy that comes with being in love... But like the song says, you can't hurry love... you'll just have to wait... yup, so I guess that's what I'll do... just keep waiting...

When it comes, I just hope I'm not too scared of falling out of love to take the chance of falling in love...