Well....

Haven't been blogging for months... so many things have happened but then... blogging about them would be like reliving these horrors...
Controlling, possessive, jealousy, hate mails... man just leave me alone... I have enough problems as it is... don't need this to add to my list of problems...

So I hope that this insane chapter has finally closed and that it will no longer bother me...

Sometimes I still don't know why I came over here... I feel so miserable and oppressed sometimes that I wish I was still in Singapore... ya maybe I'll miss out on some experiences here but at least I am happier...

It's not the country.... just where I am living...

Well... we are now looking for a place to rent and move out... it's about time... my parents have suffered so much in this household that it's painful just looking at them... we must go soon... we are all dying from the inside...

Bad things have been happening in chains and I just hope that nothing bad will happen to my parents, my sister or me... we can't afford to lose anyone if we are all that we have here...

Please protect and bless us...

Things will be better soon.... i just know it will....